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Monday, June 29, 2009
Okay, so I decided that I was gonna tell this kid I couldn't date him. The truth of the matter is I don't find him that attractive, he can creep me out sometimes, and he's offended me more than once (ex: "You're practically perfect. I mean, you're a little chubby, but other than that..."). I just don't wanna date this kid. Also, kind of a drama queen (ex: "I'm here if you need me. But nobody ever does, so..."). But, instead of telling him all that, I send him this instead:
( The Texts... )
DRAMA QUEEN. Hardcore drama queen that can't take no for an answer, I swear.
Then he said all this stuff about how if you wanna love again you have to let someone in. Then he said he'll always be here if I ever need him but no one ever does so... To which I responded, "Honey, fuck that drama shit." He said he was sorry, just a little depressed, but he was being honest. This all culminated in him trying to talk about something else and me saying a needed to sleep.
Everything seemed to end fairly well considering. Except, I got this this morning:
( The E-mail... )
I DON'T wanna date this kid. I tried being nice, I tried saying there was someone else. I mean, the deal is, I'd go out with him and be like whatever if he lived closer. That's one of the main things. I don't feel like putting that much effort into a relationship with someone I don't really like. This kid reminds me of my ex (Jesse), and I was with him for a couple months...but he lived 5 minutes down the road. It was easy, I never had to drive anywhere, and I had nothing better to do. That sounds mean, I know, but I'm 20 fucking years old. I refuse to be completely serious about my relationships. Blake is a fluke, I know that much. With other guys I'm just kind of like whatever most of the time. It doesn't help that he annoys the shit out of me and whines like a dramatic baby. I've had enough of that, I lived with it for the last 5 months, not to mention shit at him. Relationships should be easy when that start out. Fuck this drama shit.
Current music: Bon Iver - Skinny Love
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Where do I find these guys?
I went on a date tonight to see Transformers, right? The movie was good, me and the guy didn't talk much so that was whatever. The kid actually drove an hour in my direction to see me after I got off work, so that was sweet.
You know what made it a bad date though? I didn't actually meet the woman, but his mom had come with him. And, as I told him I needed to go home and sleep he said, "Yeah, they probably went somewhere to eat." The kid brought his family on our date, I swear. That's weird.
I didn't see any of them, but it's still weird. And, what mother does that to her kid? What mother goes on her kid's date? He's twenty years old! So I ask again, where do I find these guys?
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