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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

9:46PM - I...

I don't want the redneck hick that is bad in bed. I don't want the guy that reminds me of my ex-boyfriend. I want the blue eyed bass player that likes Broken Social Scene and keeps me on my toes (for lack of a better term).

I don't want to settle for someone that might grown on me, and I don't want to go out with someone that thinks it's okay to tell me I'm a little chubby but otherwise perfect.

I want the kid that makes me smile when a think about how much he made me smile in spite of all he put me through.

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

4:07PM

I totally wanna feel the sex haze. The relationship where the sex is so good that you ignore all of the other person's flaws. I've experienced the attraction haze, where you ignore the others flaws because you wanna be around them all the time and jump them like whoa, but can we now move onto the sex haze? Please?

The one where things are nice after the sex, too? Not awkward and strange, but just nice and...just...there.

I'm not even looking for a boyfriend, just someone to fuck on and off and maybe enjoy spending a little time with after the fucking before going about our days.

I don't know. I just wanna go into the sex haze with someone I'm attracted to and not just be hit on by guys I could do without. Maybe I'm asking too much, but whatever.

Sing To Me

1:05AM

Fuck fucking bastard, fuck fuckity fuck! Why?! Why would he bother? He does the apology thing. Then, tonight, he messages me on aim. We talk for like 5 minutes, he says he's gonna spend the summer going to see a psychiatrist. I say, those are fun. Then he's like, yeah unless something is wrong. To which I respond, something's always wrong it just depends on how you feel about its wrong-ness. The I wait...and he said nothing. So I said, ...in terms of how most people handle therapy, I mean. Still, nothing. So, I go, Psychiatrist say anything interesting? And you know what, he hasn't said anything. I just, why fucking bother messaging me? Just to drive me crazy? Really? I fucking...Ah!

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